Friday, October 31, 2008 , 11:09 PM
Mood of the Day:
Lots of Questions in my mind
- Who am i to him?
- What does he treat me as?
- Whose picture is that?
- Why does he need to keep that picture?
- Why does he need to keep that picture together with the boys picture that i gave him?
- Why he keep saying that i'm allowed to find a BF?
Thanks for the following friends for the concern.
- Han Chong (ITEBB Friend)
- Shu Wee (AnD)
- GS (Bing's ITEBB Classmate)
- Pei Jun (Min's YISS Classmate / FnC)
Thursday, October 30, 2008 , 10:25 PM
Mood of the Day:
歌曲：感激遇到你
, 8:52 PM
歌曲：感激遇到你
歌手：胡杏儿 黄宗泽
女:
这是爱承诺用心恋爱
注定要和你同步飞身爱海
男:
谁人是最爱全程投入去爱
有你每日也精彩
合:
永远与你一起日后都只爱你永
远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
oh baby, i love you, i love you everyday
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你
女:
这是爱为我绝恋一个
约定以后甜蜜的分享甜窝
男:
谁人是最爱全程投入去爱
有你每日也精彩
合:
永远与你一起日后都只爱你
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
oh baby, i love you, i love you everyday
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你
歌手：胡杏儿 黄宗泽
女:
这是爱承诺用心恋爱
注定要和你同步飞身爱海
男:
谁人是最爱全程投入去爱
有你每日也精彩
合:
永远与你一起日后都只爱你永
远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
oh baby, i love you, i love you everyday
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你
女:
这是爱为我绝恋一个
约定以后甜蜜的分享甜窝
男:
谁人是最爱全程投入去爱
有你每日也精彩
合:
永远与你一起日后都只爱你
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
oh baby, i love you, i love you everyday
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味能维系便铭记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你
歌曲：真的爱你
, 8:42 PM
歌曲：真的爱你
歌手：Beyond
带出温暖永远在背后
总是罗嗦始终关注
不懂珍惜太内疚
沉醉于音阶她不赞赏
母亲的爱却永远未退让
决心冲开心中挣扎
亲恩终可抱达
春风化雨暖透我的心
一生眷顾无言地送赠
是你多么温馨的目光
教我坚毅望着前路
叮嘱我跌倒不应放弃
没法解释怎可抱尽亲恩
爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你
无法可修饰的一对手
带出温暖永远在背后
总是罗嗦始终关注
不懂珍惜太内疚
仍记起温馨的一对手
始终给我照顾未变样
理想今天终于等到
分享光辉盼做到
春风化雨暖透我的心
一生眷顾无言地送赠
是你多么温馨的目光
教我坚毅望着前路叮
嘱我跌倒不应放弃
没法解释怎可抱尽亲恩
爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你
春风化雨暖透我的心
一生眷顾无言地送赠
是你多么温馨的目光
教我坚毅望着前路
叮嘱我跌倒不应放弃
没法解释怎可抱尽亲恩
爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你
是你多么温馨的目光
教我坚毅望着前路
叮嘱我跌倒不应放弃
没法解释怎可抱尽亲恩
爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你
歌曲 : 真的爱你
, 8:36 PM
歌曲 : 真的爱你
歌手 : 张浅潜 袁泉 王屑 希莉娜
这无法忘记的一双手
令我步入匆匆的人流
如今奔波岁月万不回是你的忧愁
曾是你爱护在我左右
倾听任风中我的脚步
我那一直追寻的理想是你挂念的目光
曾经无所顾忌的流浪
竟忘了你在苦苦的眺望
多少日子来在你身旁
给我生存的力量
让我对你说真的爱你
多少日子来在你身旁
听你轻轻的吟唱
只想对你说真的爱你
无法能忘记的一双手
令我步入匆匆的人流
如今奔波岁月万不回是你的忧愁
曾是你爱护在我左右
倾听任风中我的脚步
我那一直追寻的理想是你挂念的目光
曾经无所顾忌的流浪
竟忘了你在苦苦的眺望
多少日子来在你身旁
给我生存的力量
让我对你说真的爱你
多少日子来在你身旁
听你轻轻的吟唱
只想对你说真的爱你
曾经无所顾忌的流浪
竟忘了你在苦苦的眺望
多少日子来在你身旁
给我生存的力量
让我对你说真的爱你
多少日子来在你身旁
听你轻轻的吟唱
只想对你说真的爱你
多少日子来在你身旁
给我生存的力量
让我对你说真的爱你
多少日子来在你身旁
听你轻轻的吟唱
只想对你说真的爱你
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 , 8:25 PM
Mood of the Day:
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 , 3:43 PM
Mood of the Day:
Today, Dental Appointment again. Spent $302.80 today. 5 days of MC.
Received my cheque from MediSave today too.
Received my cheque from MediSave today too.
歌曲 : 回到原点
Monday, October 27, 2008 , 11:29 PM
歌曲 : 回到原点
歌手 : 钟晓玉
走在繁华的城市里
错综复杂的关系
偶尔会让你心窍鬼迷
谁能真正互诉真心
谁又不曾为了名利
感情而着迷
倘若我们能回到最初的原点
或许这份感情就能永恒不变
倘若我们能回到最初的原点
或许彼此之间不会有句点
走在繁华的城市里
错综复杂的关系
偶尔会让你心窍鬼迷
谁能真正互诉真心
谁又不曾为了名利
感情而着迷
倘若我们能回到最初的原点
或许这份感情就能永恒不变
倘若我们能回到最初的原点
或许彼此之间不会有句点
倘若我们能回到最初的原点
或许这份感情就能永恒不变
倘若我们能回到最初的原点
或许彼此之间不会有句点
或许彼此之间不会有期限
Sunday, October 26, 2008 , 11:29 PM
After Bath, we went Yishun for our dinner @ Thai Village to celebrate Ice Birthday. Took MRT to Marsiling MRT and change to Bus 856 to Yishun. When we reach, OMG, the place was so crowded. But we didnt waited for long. Once we order our food, 5 mins later we got our seats. Their services was fast. Spend $60 on 7 dishes for 5 person.
Saturday, October 25, 2008 , 11:12 PM
Afternoon, took Bus 188 to Vivo City with Mummy, Mindy, Rony & Ryan. Reason: Mindy need to buy somemore Winter Clothings for her China Trip with School. After finish shopping for her Winter Clothings, we went to Long John Silver for our Lunch @ 3pm. Time still early as we are not rushing to anywhere. Shop around Vivo City. Mindy wanted to buy shoes and we went to Converse Shop. She spend $70+ in that shop. Went to I.P Zone and bought some T-Shirts & Jacket. Spend $64 for 7 T-Shirts & 1 Jacket. Long time never shop ever since married. Bought a Silver 925 "J" Pendant & Necklance for myself. It's cost $35. Overall, i spend $99. After finished shopping, we took MRT back.
When we will in the train, Nicholas call me. Ask me whether i can drop off at Jurong East to take the stuffs that i wanted back. Told him that i will reply back after discussing with Mummy. Mummy say is okay since Mindy will take over me with the pram. So i replied him back and ask him to wait.
Reach JE, saw the fence was up for Lift Upgrading. Went up, saw the modem was packed but other stuffs wasnt. So went to pack the stuffs. Nicholas passed me 2 boxes of puzzle for the boys which was kept at the top of the warerobe. Left the place and went to 7-11 and bought some drinks back.
When we will in the train, Nicholas call me. Ask me whether i can drop off at Jurong East to take the stuffs that i wanted back. Told him that i will reply back after discussing with Mummy. Mummy say is okay since Mindy will take over me with the pram. So i replied him back and ask him to wait.
Reach JE, saw the fence was up for Lift Upgrading. Went up, saw the modem was packed but other stuffs wasnt. So went to pack the stuffs. Nicholas passed me 2 boxes of puzzle for the boys which was kept at the top of the warerobe. Left the place and went to 7-11 and bought some drinks back.
Song : If We Hold On Together
Friday, October 24, 2008 , 11:43 PM
Song : If We Hold On Together
Singer : Diana Ross
Dont lose your way
With each passing day
Youve come so far
Dont throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Somebody is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and i
When we are out there in the dark
Well dream about the sun
In the dark well feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and i
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 , 7:17 PM
Today went for my Dental Appointment to remove the thread. Guess how much i spended today? It's cost $117.70 for the fillings. OMG. Both me & Mummy didnt bring extra cash. Told the clinic assistant, she asked us to go do our stuffs 1st than come and pay.
Me & Mummy went to Bukit Batok, waited for Mindy. When Mindy reached, we proceed to POSB bank. Mindy went to withdraw $500 from her saving account ($120 for my bills, $200 for her trip stuffs). I went to open Ryan's POSBKids Trust Account and change my signature for my Saving Account and Rony's POSBKids Trust Account. Helped Mummy to desposit some coins to her account. When we are 1/2 done, the clinic assistant call me and told me that she will be closing account at 1pm and went for lunch. Told us to go back after 2pm. After we are done, it's still early, went to JEC and buy Mindy China trip stuffs. Spended near to $200 and went for lunch at KFC. After lunch, we went back to the clinic to pay my bill and make for next appointment. Mindy also changed her appointment. Both of us have the same appointment on 28 Oct 08, Tuesday morning.
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Continue to change PadLock whenever you want.
NoxStory is more important than the 2 boys.
Me & Mummy went to Bukit Batok, waited for Mindy. When Mindy reached, we proceed to POSB bank. Mindy went to withdraw $500 from her saving account ($120 for my bills, $200 for her trip stuffs). I went to open Ryan's POSBKids Trust Account and change my signature for my Saving Account and Rony's POSBKids Trust Account. Helped Mummy to desposit some coins to her account. When we are 1/2 done, the clinic assistant call me and told me that she will be closing account at 1pm and went for lunch. Told us to go back after 2pm. After we are done, it's still early, went to JEC and buy Mindy China trip stuffs. Spended near to $200 and went for lunch at KFC. After lunch, we went back to the clinic to pay my bill and make for next appointment. Mindy also changed her appointment. Both of us have the same appointment on 28 Oct 08, Tuesday morning.
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Continue to change PadLock whenever you want.
NoxStory is more important than the 2 boys.
Monday, October 13, 2008 , 10:00 PM
Today LaiKuen told me that i can go on leave tomorrow as there wun be any fill 2 till they fixed the scratch lines problem. So angry, at 1st told me cannot b'cos already have 2 person on leave. But now tell me can. Lunch time, smsed Mindy for Q&M Gombak number so i can call and ask to change back my appointment to tomorrow. Called Q&M, the nurse ask i so "Ma Fan" but lucky so can change back. After lunch, went to BioKlubb and apply leave.
Today LaiKuen also ask everyone to inform her by today if we intend to move to "Remicade". I told LaiKuen that i'm interested. Even if cant move up to "Remicade", i also have my plan. I'm now saving for my plans. In I&P, working hours is fixed from Mon - Fri, 8am - 4.30pm. I can save the money & stay part time Higher NITEC in Biotechnology like what Feryn is doing. Will get more informations from her.
After work, went to API with BeeHwa & LayKuan. 3 of us went to Medicial Center and look for Winnie. LayKuan wanted to settle her MC problem and get some medicine from her. BeeHwa went to get Eye Drops. I went to ask about my MC and get some Iron pills from her. Winnie told LayKuan about her MC and asked her to see doctor regarding her dry cough. Winnie gave BeeHwa a small bottle of Eye Mo. Winnie told me that she have approved my MC. Winnie also gave me 20 tables of Folic Acid instead of Iron pills and 30 tablet of Calcium.
Today at home, Mummy told me that both of the boys have went to see the doctor at 253. After taking the medicine, both of the boys are now much better le. Me, Ice & Mindy did some spring cleaning to clean up the computer area.
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Feryn told me that i can apply to go "Remicade" but also asked me to reconsider as it will be 12hr shift starting from 2nd quarter next year. B'cos i have a family that consists of Husband & Children. Feryn also joking say "what happen if he go find mistress as I wun be at home most of the time due to the 12 hrs shift" In my mind, I have already moved out for nearly 1 month, he doesnt even bother about it. Do I still have to think about it. As for the boys, since I'm staying at CCK with them, they will get to see me except when I'm working.
June 2008, i applied for IJO to move to "UpStream" b'cos of the extra income to pay all the bills + the chance of learning more things over there. As for now, i applied again just b'cos i can learn more things to improve myself. Having extra income wun help to save the marriage.
Today LaiKuen also ask everyone to inform her by today if we intend to move to "Remicade". I told LaiKuen that i'm interested. Even if cant move up to "Remicade", i also have my plan. I'm now saving for my plans. In I&P, working hours is fixed from Mon - Fri, 8am - 4.30pm. I can save the money & stay part time Higher NITEC in Biotechnology like what Feryn is doing. Will get more informations from her.
After work, went to API with BeeHwa & LayKuan. 3 of us went to Medicial Center and look for Winnie. LayKuan wanted to settle her MC problem and get some medicine from her. BeeHwa went to get Eye Drops. I went to ask about my MC and get some Iron pills from her. Winnie told LayKuan about her MC and asked her to see doctor regarding her dry cough. Winnie gave BeeHwa a small bottle of Eye Mo. Winnie told me that she have approved my MC. Winnie also gave me 20 tables of Folic Acid instead of Iron pills and 30 tablet of Calcium.
Today at home, Mummy told me that both of the boys have went to see the doctor at 253. After taking the medicine, both of the boys are now much better le. Me, Ice & Mindy did some spring cleaning to clean up the computer area.
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Feryn told me that i can apply to go "Remicade" but also asked me to reconsider as it will be 12hr shift starting from 2nd quarter next year. B'cos i have a family that consists of Husband & Children. Feryn also joking say "what happen if he go find mistress as I wun be at home most of the time due to the 12 hrs shift" In my mind, I have already moved out for nearly 1 month, he doesnt even bother about it. Do I still have to think about it. As for the boys, since I'm staying at CCK with them, they will get to see me except when I'm working.
June 2008, i applied for IJO to move to "UpStream" b'cos of the extra income to pay all the bills + the chance of learning more things over there. As for now, i applied again just b'cos i can learn more things to improve myself. Having extra income wun help to save the marriage.
Sunday, October 12, 2008 , 11:22 PM
Angels 'N' Devils is back! (http://x-and-x.blogspot.com)
Today went to Causeway point together with Mum and the 2 boys. Reason for going to Causeway Point is just to open Ryan's Mighty Saver Account.
Ryan is having running nose but his fever have gone. Hope he recover ASAP, if not will be bringing him to 253 doctor again. That doctor is more good in kids.
People have asking why i did not attend Nox Gathering on Saturday.
Reason: No one have invited me.
People have asking why i did not play NoxMS anymore.
Reason: I have moved out from JE, connection @ CCK is unstable.
Today went to Causeway point together with Mum and the 2 boys. Reason for going to Causeway Point is just to open Ryan's Mighty Saver Account.
Ryan is having running nose but his fever have gone. Hope he recover ASAP, if not will be bringing him to 253 doctor again. That doctor is more good in kids.
People have asking why i did not attend Nox Gathering on Saturday.
Reason: No one have invited me.
People have asking why i did not play NoxMS anymore.
Reason: I have moved out from JE, connection @ CCK is unstable.
Saturday, October 11, 2008 , 11:45 PM
Wake up at 5.30am, washup and left the house 6.15am. Reached JE MRT Station at around 6.40am. Bought 2 piece of carrot cake ($1.60) for Breakfast, 1 kaya bun & 2 piece of pandan cake ($1.20) for Lunch. 1 packet of Soya Bean (Breakfast) & 1 bottle of Peach Tea (Lunch) cost $2.50. Total spend $5.30 for Breakfast & Lunch today. After finish buying, i went to the transport waiting point. Guess what time i will there? 6.50am. I waited for the transport for 30mins b'cos the transport will only come at 7.20am. haiz. i rmb the wrong day b'cos Saturday & Sunday timing is different. Saturday is 7.20am and Sunday is 7.10am. Standing there like a nerd till transport come. I turn switched off my HP as it's already low batt.
Today only 3 person (Me, Susan & Lee Sian) working for Central Lab. 2 batches of Plungers to inspect. During lunch time, i switched on my HP. Hubby called me. Ask me to check with Rony whether he want to go out with him. I confirm with him again is Rony or Ryan or both. he said Rony b'cos he cant handle 2 of them at once. When he hang up, he sms me again "Next Friday & Saturday, I will be doing Religious things. Dont come back." Dont know what to say. Maybe i should really give up the relationship bah. Heard from my colleuage that 1 of my ex-colleuage, around the same age as Hubby, attitude and behavior, everything the same. Married with 2 daughters. He rather care about his computer games than his own daughters. Divorced with his wife and remarried this year.
Today only 3 person (Me, Susan & Lee Sian) working for Central Lab. 2 batches of Plungers to inspect. During lunch time, i switched on my HP. Hubby called me. Ask me to check with Rony whether he want to go out with him. I confirm with him again is Rony or Ryan or both. he said Rony b'cos he cant handle 2 of them at once. When he hang up, he sms me again "Next Friday & Saturday, I will be doing Religious things. Dont come back." Dont know what to say. Maybe i should really give up the relationship bah. Heard from my colleuage that 1 of my ex-colleuage, around the same age as Hubby, attitude and behavior, everything the same. Married with 2 daughters. He rather care about his computer games than his own daughters. Divorced with his wife and remarried this year.
Friday, October 10, 2008 , 9:53 PM
Today, Andrew (Director for Biotech Operation) and Anju (Production Manager) have a urgent/important meeting with us (Pharm Techs). The meeting was about management rearrangement. Dominic (Redipen Supervisor - Day Shift) will be transfer to a new position Production Executive and will be effective on 01 Nov 08. JK will be taking over Dominic place from 15 Oct 08. JK used to be in Biotech Operation (Filling) as a Team Leader from 2002 to 2006 and transfer to SNSO. Anju also told us that there will be 6 IJO from Redipen to Remicade(4 from Manufacturing & 2 from I&P). They are also looking for protenial Lead/Senior Pharm Tech to promote to Production Supervisor (3 position available). Other than this, they will also be recruiting 18 more people as Remicade will be running 12hrs shift (24/7) next year.
When the meeting end, it's already 4.30pm, everyone rushed back to locker to get their stuffs for transport while Me, Lee Sian & JNg went to canteen for Tea-Break as we are working OT. SMSed Hubby to inform him that i might be going back to JE tonight. Reason that i'm going back b'cos i'm not feeling well, i can get back and rest early + working OT tomorrow for Central Lab, no company transport @ CCK, only @ JE, LS & BL. What his reply was "Dont come back tonight, got friends coming here do some stuff. Stay at CCK, I will be going over see the boys after work." I didnt care his msg and went back to work. He send again "Say liao, dont come back. I meeting friends to discuss things."
Tonight OT is to prepare for crashing. Only JNg, Lee Sian and Me. JNg was doing her SAP stuffs like Cor6 and etc while Me and Lee Sian doing the transferring the rejected cartridge from Red Reject Bin to White Waste Bin. When JNg have finished her stuffs, she came over and helped us. We finished transferring at 06.40pm and rushed for 7pm transport.
After OT, i got fedup so i send back him "Later if you coming to see the boys, come up urself. I wanted to go back JE to rest b'cos i not feeling well but your friends is more important than me and the boys. Need me, ask me come. Dont need me, push me back." Guess what he reply? He didnt reply but called. I didnt answer his calls b'cos i doesnt want to drop my tear in the Bus 300. But end up, i still answered his 3rd call while i was in the bus. Guess what he say. "I regretted passing you the PadLock Key." My tear almost dropping, I kept quiet till he hang up the phone. My heart was thinking "1 week only 1night to accompany the boys yet he is cancelling it just b'cos of meeting his friends / online friends." I gave up hope le. As for the seized case, i doesnt know should i continue to help him. If i last minutes backup, i'm giving false information. Aiya, dont know what to do.
When the meeting end, it's already 4.30pm, everyone rushed back to locker to get their stuffs for transport while Me, Lee Sian & JNg went to canteen for Tea-Break as we are working OT. SMSed Hubby to inform him that i might be going back to JE tonight. Reason that i'm going back b'cos i'm not feeling well, i can get back and rest early + working OT tomorrow for Central Lab, no company transport @ CCK, only @ JE, LS & BL. What his reply was "Dont come back tonight, got friends coming here do some stuff. Stay at CCK, I will be going over see the boys after work." I didnt care his msg and went back to work. He send again "Say liao, dont come back. I meeting friends to discuss things."
Tonight OT is to prepare for crashing. Only JNg, Lee Sian and Me. JNg was doing her SAP stuffs like Cor6 and etc while Me and Lee Sian doing the transferring the rejected cartridge from Red Reject Bin to White Waste Bin. When JNg have finished her stuffs, she came over and helped us. We finished transferring at 06.40pm and rushed for 7pm transport.
After OT, i got fedup so i send back him "Later if you coming to see the boys, come up urself. I wanted to go back JE to rest b'cos i not feeling well but your friends is more important than me and the boys. Need me, ask me come. Dont need me, push me back." Guess what he reply? He didnt reply but called. I didnt answer his calls b'cos i doesnt want to drop my tear in the Bus 300. But end up, i still answered his 3rd call while i was in the bus. Guess what he say. "I regretted passing you the PadLock Key." My tear almost dropping, I kept quiet till he hang up the phone. My heart was thinking "1 week only 1night to accompany the boys yet he is cancelling it just b'cos of meeting his friends / online friends." I gave up hope le. As for the seized case, i doesnt know should i continue to help him. If i last minutes backup, i'm giving false information. Aiya, dont know what to do.
Thursday, October 09, 2008 , 8:16 PM
Today no OT.
Went to API and wait for 5pm transport to CCK. B'cos our shift bus @ 4.30pm will only go to JE, LS & BL. By taking 5pm CCK transport, i can save 1 trip take MRT from JE to CCK.
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MRT (JE to CCK) = $1.00
Bus 300 = $0.71
Total fare from JE = $1.31
Transfer rate = -$0.40
Went to API and wait for 5pm transport to CCK. B'cos our shift bus @ 4.30pm will only go to JE, LS & BL. By taking 5pm CCK transport, i can save 1 trip take MRT from JE to CCK.
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MRT (JE to CCK) = $1.00
Bus 300 = $0.71
Total fare from JE = $1.31
Transfer rate = -$0.40
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 , 11:40 PM
After wash up, prepare the stuffs for going Sub-Court. After preparing, waiting for Hubby to get ready while i went to coffeeshop and buy food for Hubby while he went and washup. After Hubby was ready, we went to Sub-Court. Both of us will 1st time there. Didnt know where to go, we just went in and look around. Waited for our queue number "804" to be called. Hubby asked the assistant for Form 22. The assistant give us 3 copy. After filling up, we went back to the counter and return back the forms. The assistant clarify all the informations and ask us to go Apollo Center, pass 1 copy of it to them, 1 copy send it to the lawyer of the bank and another copy is for our reference. The weather was raining, but lucky i have umbrella with me. Both of us shared the umbrella and went to Apollo Center. When we reach the venue, the staff passed us another forms to fill up. After filled up, waited for the staff to call us again. After the staff have clartify, we went to the cashier and make payment for filing. After making the payment, we went to the nearest shopping centre and see whether there is any shop provide photocopy service. None of the shop we went have the service so we went back home.
After reaching JE, Hubby prepared the envelop with address of the law firms and stamp. I took the letters, receipts & envelop with me to go photocopy and post it after photocopying. Before going back, went to buy a few stuffs (Strait Times, Bread, Biscuits & Drinks). Reached JE, pass the Biscuits & Strait Times to Hubby while i took the Bread & Drinks for my Breadfast/Lunch/Dinner. After eating, rested awhile while reading the Strait Times. After finish reading, went to the shop to buy cigarette and proceed to market and buy mixed food for his dinner. As Hubby was eating, i packed my stuffs. Helped him to ironed his clothes before going back to CCK.
After reaching JE, Hubby prepared the envelop with address of the law firms and stamp. I took the letters, receipts & envelop with me to go photocopy and post it after photocopying. Before going back, went to buy a few stuffs (Strait Times, Bread, Biscuits & Drinks). Reached JE, pass the Biscuits & Strait Times to Hubby while i took the Bread & Drinks for my Breadfast/Lunch/Dinner. After eating, rested awhile while reading the Strait Times. After finish reading, went to the shop to buy cigarette and proceed to market and buy mixed food for his dinner. As Hubby was eating, i packed my stuffs. Helped him to ironed his clothes before going back to CCK.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008 , 10:14 PM
Today wake up at 5.15am, saw Hubby SMS. Was thinking while washing up. He didnt do server? Then who changed the CMS? Ghost? After wash up, played with Ruan before leaving the house.
During lunch time, received 3 SMS from Hubby. Asking me to take urgent leave and help him to claim back afew items which was seized by Court Bailiff. I can help but there isnt much time for me to travel and reach Sub-Court before 4.30pm. So i replied Hubby back and told him that i will take leave So after lunch, went to office and check whether can i take leave for tomorrow b'cos my supervisor only allow 2 person to take leave for everyday. After checking, went to BioKlubb (A office for Production Staffs to use computers) and apply leave. When i was back to my seat to start inspection, Sharon came and ask me to help her with something. She informed HongMeng before i can go and help Sharon. Sharon went to Office and take out the LapTop and ask me how to setup the LapTop. So i show her how to setup the LapTop at Vial I&P Hall. We tried to connect using the Network Point at there but none of us can login. I also not sure whether MIS staffs have activated the point so we bring the LapTop and stuff to BioKlubb and test. After everything, i went back to Redipen I&P Hall and sharon took the LapTop for meeting @ Site Office.
Worked OT till 7.30pm. After helping Hubby to buy dinner @ KFC, went back to JE and pass him the dinner while looking at the letter that he received from the Court Bailiff. Hubby also passed me the PadLock key and PSP. After he finished his dinner, he went to TG and meet his friends. I went back to CCK after finish watching 8pm show @ SCV channel 55. Reached CCK, pass Rony the PSP that Hubby passed to me. Rony took the PSP and when we ask him who is the owner of the PSP. He will answered Rony PP. He always call PSP as PP. Packed some clothes, receipts of the seized items and etcs for tomorrow (going to Sub-Court) and went back to JE and stay there overnight.
Went reach JE, noticed that i left my HP at CCK. Called Mummy and ask her to bring my HP and waited for me at the roadside while i took cab back and turn back to JE. Reason b'cos i need to phone as Thursday is my turn to work morning (7am OT) and my colleuage will call me to confirm the OT. Reached JE again, switched on the heater while i was unpacking my stuffs. After finishing bathing, Hubby came back while i was watching SCV Channel 255. After finish watching, make up the bed b'cos Hubby have washed the bedsheet. Brush tesths and went to sleep.
During lunch time, received 3 SMS from Hubby. Asking me to take urgent leave and help him to claim back afew items which was seized by Court Bailiff. I can help but there isnt much time for me to travel and reach Sub-Court before 4.30pm. So i replied Hubby back and told him that i will take leave So after lunch, went to office and check whether can i take leave for tomorrow b'cos my supervisor only allow 2 person to take leave for everyday. After checking, went to BioKlubb (A office for Production Staffs to use computers) and apply leave. When i was back to my seat to start inspection, Sharon came and ask me to help her with something. She informed HongMeng before i can go and help Sharon. Sharon went to Office and take out the LapTop and ask me how to setup the LapTop. So i show her how to setup the LapTop at Vial I&P Hall. We tried to connect using the Network Point at there but none of us can login. I also not sure whether MIS staffs have activated the point so we bring the LapTop and stuff to BioKlubb and test. After everything, i went back to Redipen I&P Hall and sharon took the LapTop for meeting @ Site Office.
Worked OT till 7.30pm. After helping Hubby to buy dinner @ KFC, went back to JE and pass him the dinner while looking at the letter that he received from the Court Bailiff. Hubby also passed me the PadLock key and PSP. After he finished his dinner, he went to TG and meet his friends. I went back to CCK after finish watching 8pm show @ SCV channel 55. Reached CCK, pass Rony the PSP that Hubby passed to me. Rony took the PSP and when we ask him who is the owner of the PSP. He will answered Rony PP. He always call PSP as PP. Packed some clothes, receipts of the seized items and etcs for tomorrow (going to Sub-Court) and went back to JE and stay there overnight.
Went reach JE, noticed that i left my HP at CCK. Called Mummy and ask her to bring my HP and waited for me at the roadside while i took cab back and turn back to JE. Reason b'cos i need to phone as Thursday is my turn to work morning (7am OT) and my colleuage will call me to confirm the OT. Reached JE again, switched on the heater while i was unpacking my stuffs. After finishing bathing, Hubby came back while i was watching SCV Channel 255. After finish watching, make up the bed b'cos Hubby have washed the bedsheet. Brush tesths and went to sleep.
Monday, October 06, 2008 , 11:27 PM
After a long weekend of 5 days of MC, today is the 1st day of work. Got to adept to the new changes.
Wake up at 5.15am, wash up and played with Ryan before i leave the house at 6.15am. Guess what time did i reach the transport pickup point? i reached at 6.30am. The very 1st transport only come at 7.05am. Reason for leaving the house early is b'cos of the Bus 300. Its always got the bus full before reaching the stop that i will be boarding. When i was staying at JE, i only need to leave the house at 6.45am but now is 6.15am. Haiz. Worked OT today. As usual, end at 7.30pm, reach JE MRT Station at 7.55pm. Took MRT back to CCK and guess what time did i reach home? Last time when i was staying at JE, i will reach home at 8.20pm but now is 9pm. haiz again.
What was in my mind is all Hubby. Smsed him, but his reply was like heck care type. Even during the Family Reunion when i bring the 2 boys back to JE for him. All he doing what about the com. Dont know why do i need to bring them. Like he say I'm bias toward Ryan but when i bring him back, what has he done? he doesnt even play or feed him until i went out and buy some stuffs.
This few days have been trying hard to find my old friends who used to work in Westin (RCCC) so that i could get contact number from them. But what has he done? Doing the server? Server is more important than finding job.
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13Sep to 30Sep = 30.5hr of OT
Wake up at 5.15am, wash up and played with Ryan before i leave the house at 6.15am. Guess what time did i reach the transport pickup point? i reached at 6.30am. The very 1st transport only come at 7.05am. Reason for leaving the house early is b'cos of the Bus 300. Its always got the bus full before reaching the stop that i will be boarding. When i was staying at JE, i only need to leave the house at 6.45am but now is 6.15am. Haiz. Worked OT today. As usual, end at 7.30pm, reach JE MRT Station at 7.55pm. Took MRT back to CCK and guess what time did i reach home? Last time when i was staying at JE, i will reach home at 8.20pm but now is 9pm. haiz again.
What was in my mind is all Hubby. Smsed him, but his reply was like heck care type. Even during the Family Reunion when i bring the 2 boys back to JE for him. All he doing what about the com. Dont know why do i need to bring them. Like he say I'm bias toward Ryan but when i bring him back, what has he done? he doesnt even play or feed him until i went out and buy some stuffs.
This few days have been trying hard to find my old friends who used to work in Westin (RCCC) so that i could get contact number from them. But what has he done? Doing the server? Server is more important than finding job.
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13Sep to 30Sep = 30.5hr of OT
Sunday, October 05, 2008 , 9:08 PM
For the past few days, i have been reading threads from Singapore Motherhood Forum. There are lots of cases about Divorce and Custody. Some of them encourage them go thru counselling before decide. I really dont know what to do but i dont want to divorce.
Yesterday, went to JE with the boys and stayed overnight there. There isnt much communication. I was taking care of the boys while he was doing something on his com. When i was in the Master Bedroom with the boys sleeping. I keep thinking about our case. Should i ask to go for counselling and tried to save this marriage. I dont even know what is the real reason for divorcing.
Hoping Hubby will change his mind.
Bought back quite a few stuffs from JE today. Computer/Printer cables, Window XP Pro CD with CD Key, Printer installation Disc, Keyboard and Mouse.
Will setup the computer once the place is ready as CCK still in a messy. Trying to do spring cleaning whenever we are free.
Yesterday, went to JE with the boys and stayed overnight there. There isnt much communication. I was taking care of the boys while he was doing something on his com. When i was in the Master Bedroom with the boys sleeping. I keep thinking about our case. Should i ask to go for counselling and tried to save this marriage. I dont even know what is the real reason for divorcing.
Hoping Hubby will change his mind.
Bought back quite a few stuffs from JE today. Computer/Printer cables, Window XP Pro CD with CD Key, Printer installation Disc, Keyboard and Mouse.
Will setup the computer once the place is ready as CCK still in a messy. Trying to do spring cleaning whenever we are free.
Thursday, October 02, 2008 , 9:20 PM
Yesterday night, slept at 3am. Why do i stay up so late? i was finding more articles about Divorce/Custody and also more about HDB Flat.
Divorce/Custody - As there are 2 type of custody (Solo / Joint). I wish the judge will give joint custody to us so that Hubby can still keep the house and i'm able to take care of the 2 boys. I doesnt want the boys to get separated.
HDB flat - I'm going to buy my own flat, cant be staying with parent for long as the house is already packed with peoples and stuffs. What flat am i getting? Will be getting a 2/3rm HDB flat at Jurong West / Jurong East / Bukit Batok / Choa Chu Kang / Teck Whye / Bukit Panjang / Woodlands.
I dont know what to do. My mind was so blank. Now my parent house was in the mess just b'cos of the stuffs we bought back from JE. My parent house was packed with peoples (mum, dad, 3 sister & 2 boys) and the stuffs.
Today wake up, wash up myself and continue to check on internet regarding Custody & HDB Flat. At around noon, me and mum together with the 2 boys to Sunshine Place and have our lunch. I cant eat anything except porridge. Order a bowl of porridge but didnt finish it. This is already the 18th day. Didnt really eat anything.
Divorce/Custody - As there are 2 type of custody (Solo / Joint). I wish the judge will give joint custody to us so that Hubby can still keep the house and i'm able to take care of the 2 boys. I doesnt want the boys to get separated.
HDB flat - I'm going to buy my own flat, cant be staying with parent for long as the house is already packed with peoples and stuffs. What flat am i getting? Will be getting a 2/3rm HDB flat at Jurong West / Jurong East / Bukit Batok / Choa Chu Kang / Teck Whye / Bukit Panjang / Woodlands.
I dont know what to do. My mind was so blank. Now my parent house was in the mess just b'cos of the stuffs we bought back from JE. My parent house was packed with peoples (mum, dad, 3 sister & 2 boys) and the stuffs.
Today wake up, wash up myself and continue to check on internet regarding Custody & HDB Flat. At around noon, me and mum together with the 2 boys to Sunshine Place and have our lunch. I cant eat anything except porridge. Order a bowl of porridge but didnt finish it. This is already the 18th day. Didnt really eat anything.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008 , 11:03 PM
Alot of people is wondering why my dental treatment was so expensive. Everyone are wrong. This is the cheapest Minor Surgery Procedure. The normal price range is from $150 to $350 but that doctor is just charging $120. Even my dad didnt believe till my mum show him the receipt.
Super long story for yesterday night. Dont know where to start. Okay, i start from here. Mum ask me whether i'm going home tonight or stay at CCK. I just reply "How am i going back with the PadLock changed." My mum go angry, keep nagging at us and even trying to find Mum In-law number and call her. Mum was talking on phone with Mum In-law for around 45mins to 1hr just b'cos of all the things that have happen during this few weeks. As Mum was talking, her tear drop from the side of her eyes. After they hang the phone, I not sure what they have done. Mindy told us that Hubby say we can go over JE tonight to collect my stuffs. Before leaving the house, Mum called Mum In-law that we are going down tonight. Me, Mum, Rony, Ryan, Joanne & Mindy took cab to JE while Ice & Jeff was already there waiting for us. Reason for going down to JE is they are helping me bring my stuffs back as Hubby have changed the PadLock. When we reach void deck, Dad In-law & Mum In-law was already there waiting for us. Me & Rony went up 1st. Hubby have already placed the new PadLock. The only ways to get him open the door is to ring the door bell. When he opened the door, i straight went in to the Master Bedroom can pack all mines & the boys stuffs. Do you know how much stuffs we have? Do you know what weather is it? You wun believe it as it can fill up the whole pickup lorry plus the weather was raining. Dad In-law helped to send the stuff home together with Ice & Jeff while Joanne and Mindy took cab back. Me, Mum, Mum In-law stay behind together with Rony & Ryan to settle our stuffs by face to face talk. No matters how long we have talk, the ending is still the same.
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Yes, I admit that when Rony was admitted to KKH for UTI, I was sleeping. But do you know how critical my jobs is? What happen if released a defected cartridge out for sale? If i dont care about Rony, why should i take 4 Unpaid Leave when i still under probation to look after him? Do you know that my leave wasnt approved by supervisor? The leave was approved by my manager. I almost lost this job just b'cos of the simple leave.
I didnt take care of the boys? Who paid for all the milk powder, pampers and other stuffs? Who bring them for their medical checkups & injections? Who paid for all the stuffs? Who is the one taking care of them when they will back in JE?
I never bring Ryan home? Who told me & my mum that waited for Ryan around 6 months old then bring him home? Just b'cos that you scare he is the same as Rony, will disturb you when you will sleeping.
Why Rony doesnt want to go back JE? You should know it yourself. What have you done to me when he's around?
Super long story for yesterday night. Dont know where to start. Okay, i start from here. Mum ask me whether i'm going home tonight or stay at CCK. I just reply "How am i going back with the PadLock changed." My mum go angry, keep nagging at us and even trying to find Mum In-law number and call her. Mum was talking on phone with Mum In-law for around 45mins to 1hr just b'cos of all the things that have happen during this few weeks. As Mum was talking, her tear drop from the side of her eyes. After they hang the phone, I not sure what they have done. Mindy told us that Hubby say we can go over JE tonight to collect my stuffs. Before leaving the house, Mum called Mum In-law that we are going down tonight. Me, Mum, Rony, Ryan, Joanne & Mindy took cab to JE while Ice & Jeff was already there waiting for us. Reason for going down to JE is they are helping me bring my stuffs back as Hubby have changed the PadLock. When we reach void deck, Dad In-law & Mum In-law was already there waiting for us. Me & Rony went up 1st. Hubby have already placed the new PadLock. The only ways to get him open the door is to ring the door bell. When he opened the door, i straight went in to the Master Bedroom can pack all mines & the boys stuffs. Do you know how much stuffs we have? Do you know what weather is it? You wun believe it as it can fill up the whole pickup lorry plus the weather was raining. Dad In-law helped to send the stuff home together with Ice & Jeff while Joanne and Mindy took cab back. Me, Mum, Mum In-law stay behind together with Rony & Ryan to settle our stuffs by face to face talk. No matters how long we have talk, the ending is still the same.
Before went to bed, at 12.20am, Hubby sented me a few SMS "Yes, my words are cruel just now. I'm already frustrated. Under so much stress on top of it you see my mum, she has aged so much after the death of my 2 grandparents. Can't we be practical and solve this in peace and not get the old people in? I just want to be alone now so i can solve my own problems. I dont want any more problems. Regarding the boys. Why i choose to fight? I will not choose to fight if you had not threaten to end their lives. Is it worth> Why i want Ryan so much? I own him too much bringing him to this world with a broken family. Not that i dont want Rony. But Ryan is too pitiful. I intend to make up to him with the rest of my life. I'm in poor health now. Just give me some room to breath." "Please dont bring my mum into the picture again. She is on verge of breakdown. I dont want her to suffer the same fate as my ahma "Lao Ren Qi Tai". Just let her be happy till the end of her days. On that asshole dad i have, what happen to him I dont care. Though i use cruel words it's actually stabbing me in my heart. i no longer care about the marriage. I just want to earn money so i can provide for the boys. I'm better off alone. One word of confirmation, i never treat you as yingying cause your character and hers is two different issues. I have tried to love but seriously i cant because of the fate i am destined to have. Believe it or not. It's for your own good. Just trust me this once." This is what i replied "I cant give up this marriage since we have been quarreling for so many times within 2yr plus. But sorry, I will not give up for the custody for both of the boys. If you really want to fight for custody, no choice, let settle in court bah."
This morning when i wake up, saw this msg from Hubby. "Ok, let's fight then. I'll make it more interesting. Dont forget what your dad does for the past few yrs. See how he can fork out the cash for you since you all depend on him for the cash for fighting. Let wait and see.""Since you love to bring in my parents in, let's make it big by involving yrs. I'm sure CBIB and CAD will be beri interested. I'm making a trip down now since i cant sleep well thanks to you.""Just in case you dont believe. I have the information, I let you see. Chua Kok K****, IC S141****A. I long ago already prepared for this battle." What i only can say, go ahead and report. Dont forget about your friends. You wan play cruel. I also can.
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Yes, I admit that when Rony was admitted to KKH for UTI, I was sleeping. But do you know how critical my jobs is? What happen if released a defected cartridge out for sale? If i dont care about Rony, why should i take 4 Unpaid Leave when i still under probation to look after him? Do you know that my leave wasnt approved by supervisor? The leave was approved by my manager. I almost lost this job just b'cos of the simple leave.
I didnt take care of the boys? Who paid for all the milk powder, pampers and other stuffs? Who bring them for their medical checkups & injections? Who paid for all the stuffs? Who is the one taking care of them when they will back in JE?
I never bring Ryan home? Who told me & my mum that waited for Ryan around 6 months old then bring him home? Just b'cos that you scare he is the same as Rony, will disturb you when you will sleeping.
Why Rony doesnt want to go back JE? You should know it yourself. What have you done to me when he's around?
