fly away ♥

Monday, September 29, 2008 , 8:00 PM

On Annual Leave today. Today was also Hubby's Grandma 1st yr death anniversary.
Have a bad dream yesterday night. Dont know what to do. This is how the dream goes about:
*It's should be a Friday night, as usual, went to CCK and bring the 2 boys home to JE. When reach JE, the house light wasnt on. But we reach the doorstep, there was an extra pair of slippers which doesnt belong to me or Hubby. After opening the door, no one was at the living room or kitchen. But there is some light in the Master Bedroom. Not the normal light but is the yellow light which we usually switch it on when the boys was at the room sleeping. Before i went to the Master Bedroom, i carry Ryan to another room and asked Rony to look after Ryan. I closed the door and when i went to open the Master Bedroom door, saw Hubby was with another girl in the bed during XXX. Hubby even shout at me "Get lost, close the door & it's none of your business." I immediately closed the door, go to the another room carry Ryan and asked Rony to follow me. We went out of the house, walked to Void Deck, sitting there crying. Dont know what to do. Hubby didnt even come down and see us.*

Awhile later the house phone rang, and i woke up. Lying down on the bed staring at the walls for around 30mins and wondering is this the reason why Hubby wanted to break this relationship but Hubby did say before he breaking this relationship is not b'cos of any girl. Haiz, doesnt want to think anymore. Went a bath. After washing up myself, watch SCV channel 55 till 12.45pm. Went to tidy up some of my stuffs. Hubby cooking what he have been cooking for his lunch for the past few days. He offer me 1 of it. I was eating while he went to burning the incense papers. After he finish burning the incense papers, he went for a bath and prepare to go out. Before he went out, he sent a sms to me "You stay at CCK. Less housework for me to do. You can at same time take care of the boys. Dun let your mum overwork." When he send me this msg, afew questions come to my mind again. What am i to him? ATM machine? Finish what he wanted, just ask me go back CCK. What housework have he done for me? Washing and ironing clothes? What have he done so far for the house/family? Just paying the house loan? What about the bills? PUB, S&CC, Internet & HPs bills?

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1. Do you understand the meaning of Blog? Blog is an online dairy.
2. I know you buy everything for the house using credit card. Did I ever say I'm not going to help you pay?
3. You are blaming this family that gotten you into this? No one force you to married me
4. Yes, i doesnt know how to operate the washing machine. Is that something wrong with it.
5. I doesnt need the money from you. Me and my sons will able to survive without your money.
6. I have already try to change. But you didnt give me a chance.

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Janie Chua.HQ (蔡慧沁)
Female, 28
29 March 1985, Aries
hui.qin@hotmail.com
Production Technician
Alcon Singapore Manufacturing Pte Ltd

i'm just like a balloon,
it won't ever return once flies up into the sky.

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* Handphone [ Z520i White ]
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* 2.5 USB Hard Disk (320GB - 1TB)
* Sony PSP Slim [ Felicia Blue / Lavender Purple ]
* Nintendo DS Lite (Light Blue / Purple)
* GPS
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* Trip with Rony & Ryan [ ~~Zoo~~ / JBP / UWW ]
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